Time really flies, just within two weeks time, I will be 18 ( +6). I am freaking old.
So, what do I want for my Bday present..... I want N95!!! it's really cool, and really expensive, unfortunately :(
I think I'm experiencing quarter life crisis (if there is such a situation^^). What do I want to do with my life, what job am I going to do in the future, What have I accomplished and what have I not? I'm not exactly young anymore, therefore I don't have the luxury to take my time and ponder.
I am gonna take master degree starting in August, but what's after that? Should I continue doing research, or jump to biz, maybe stock trading.. So far the only motivation I have is the money. Having experienced a period of time when I didn't have enough money, I do not wanna go back there again. Well, it doesn't mean that I have become freaking stingy, full of calculation and materialistic. No, it makes me more prudent, and appreciative of what I have. At least I know how hard life can be, and a good lesson it is. Some spoiled kids would not understand it, because all they have to do is ask from their parents "ask and you will be given"
anyways, how am I gonna do spend my bday this year? my bf is in UK for 3 months :( And I don't exactly have that many friends, as I've mentioned in the last posting. Well, I will definitely not spend it sulking like last year, feeling abandoned. just be happy go lucky, go with the flow, and not be overly sensitive.
cheers.
PS, I still want my N95 :P
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3 comments:
u'r old? then what abt me?
i can give you a picture of n95 lor =)
pluboy : u r as old as me :P
kekex : I want the real thing :( but got a new phone already ^^
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